Orange Thursday: What do I want?

I’m thankful for an intense, beautiful morning. I woke up before 6am and felt a strong and gentle invitation to sit and close my eyes . I may have been there just sitting on the bed for an hour, Koray and my daughter still sleeping next to me.

I haven’t gone “inside myself and meet no one for hours” in a long time, truly in the quiet, without music or guided meditation. It was wonderful, and felt like a warm orange uplifting.

Then I remembered it’s Ascencion today. In explaining it to Koray, I said it’s when the Divine left the world because it already equipped us to unite with the Source on our own.

There’s a line in the Abundance prayer we say every night: “You are me, I am You, we are One.” Su said it out loud last night, out of the blue, and today that random moment goes full circle: We are fully capable to choose and design the life we want. We are equipped to be who we are.

“Until now, in my name,
you have not asked for anything.
Ask and you will receive,
so that your joy may be complete.”
John 16: 24

️On this Orange Thursday, take that long walk inside yourself and ask, “What do I truly want? What is my deepest and highest desire?”